WHAT MAKES U DIFFERENT FROM ANYONE ELSE
peh ni challenge cam masuk lif tekan sendiri ni. giler riak!
actually, i don't really have so much different from anyone else. i am just an ordinary village girl with very simple life and stuff.
but, the real challenge in life i faced was during my 5 years old age. and for me, this is the different which not all people faced it. but some people may faced greatest challenge compare to mine.
here i reveal. my parents divorced at 1993, when i was 5 years old and of course since that day, my whole life changed. dramatically.
during raya, i had to choose to follow my mother or father. nak balik selangor (mak) or nak balik johor (abah). i love them both! i don't wanna disappoint any one of them. but i have to! it was really really really hard! i am just a 5 years old little girl.
but hey! I still got mak and abah what. even though we are not living together, it's not a big deal. now i am no longer 5 years old little girl. i am 23 years old big girl. big girls don't cry, kan?
mak and abah pun still friend up till now. kalau abah nak bawa kitorang gi holiday, abah bawa mak sekali. sebab kitorang tak boleh takde mak. abah takde pilihan. so, we still look like one happy family. the different is, mak and abah ada batas-batas yang we, as a children should know and understand. so takde la kitorang request yang bukan-bukan pulak.
speaking of abah, dulu kalau jalan-jalan dalam kereta duduk sebelah abah, selalu abah usap-usap kepala atau bahu atau tangan, lepas tu abah tanya "tiqah sayang abah tak?".
ABAH, TIQAH SAYANG ABAH.
i miss that moment damn much!
yeah i am from a broken family, but i am happy with my life. ini ketentuan Allah yang tak dapat nak diubah. accept and redha. live happily. yang penting, ukhwah tetap ada sampai mati.
so for u guys out there, tolong lah bersyukur dengan apa yang korang ade. ingat aku tak jeles ke bile dengar kawan-kawan cerita pasal mak abah diorang yang sangat loving? aku sangat jeles. sangat sangat sangat jeles. i don't have that kind of experience. I DON'T. bersyukur lah kamu, dan berdoa pada Allah semoga keluarga kamu sentiasa dalam lindunganNya.
i don't want my children(s) to face what i faced. so to my future husband, please be good to me. together we try to make up Baitul Muslim. amin~
p/s: need to stop now to avoid my tears from coming out
peh ni challenge cam masuk lif tekan sendiri ni. giler riak!
actually, i don't really have so much different from anyone else. i am just an ordinary village girl with very simple life and stuff.
but, the real challenge in life i faced was during my 5 years old age. and for me, this is the different which not all people faced it. but some people may faced greatest challenge compare to mine.
here i reveal. my parents divorced at 1993, when i was 5 years old and of course since that day, my whole life changed. dramatically.
during raya, i had to choose to follow my mother or father. nak balik selangor (mak) or nak balik johor (abah). i love them both! i don't wanna disappoint any one of them. but i have to! it was really really really hard! i am just a 5 years old little girl.
but hey! I still got mak and abah what. even though we are not living together, it's not a big deal. now i am no longer 5 years old little girl. i am 23 years old big girl. big girls don't cry, kan?
mak and abah pun still friend up till now. kalau abah nak bawa kitorang gi holiday, abah bawa mak sekali. sebab kitorang tak boleh takde mak. abah takde pilihan. so, we still look like one happy family. the different is, mak and abah ada batas-batas yang we, as a children should know and understand. so takde la kitorang request yang bukan-bukan pulak.
speaking of abah, dulu kalau jalan-jalan dalam kereta duduk sebelah abah, selalu abah usap-usap kepala atau bahu atau tangan, lepas tu abah tanya "tiqah sayang abah tak?".
ABAH, TIQAH SAYANG ABAH.
i miss that moment damn much!
yeah i am from a broken family, but i am happy with my life. ini ketentuan Allah yang tak dapat nak diubah. accept and redha. live happily. yang penting, ukhwah tetap ada sampai mati.
so for u guys out there, tolong lah bersyukur dengan apa yang korang ade. ingat aku tak jeles ke bile dengar kawan-kawan cerita pasal mak abah diorang yang sangat loving? aku sangat jeles. sangat sangat sangat jeles. i don't have that kind of experience. I DON'T. bersyukur lah kamu, dan berdoa pada Allah semoga keluarga kamu sentiasa dalam lindunganNya.
i don't want my children(s) to face what i faced. so to my future husband, please be good to me. together we try to make up Baitul Muslim. amin~
p/s: need to stop now to avoid my tears from coming out
1 comment:
go2 tqah...insyallah u will become a loving couple..a good mummy and perfect parent for your future son and daughter...Allah tahu pe yg terbaik tuk hambaNya..maha mengetahui kekuatan hambaNya...
luv u...
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