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28 july 09 4.00pm
got msg from my bos

what time u wanna come 2day? mind 2 hv early dinner wit me kt restoran tomyam?
i'll come at 8. mind 2 hv dinner after cls?
u nk blk lambat ke? t i start borak lambat pulak
i blk around 11pm. tak boleh lambat sgt. my mum risau
kita dudk mkn pun maybe sampai jam 11. then maybe sampai around 11.20 ke. i pun nk bual dgn u, kita x settle our deal rite?
i tak boleh blk lmbt. our deal? which 1?
xkn u nk we play sms now? u x reply n inform me anything that day rite? pasal tu le.
i forgot. pasal apa?
we bincang trs la. about u n me. i really like n trust u.
ok look. im trying to be gd fren 2 u. dont spoil it again. if not, i wont. i boleh pegi minum dgn u kejap but without talking bout personal feeling...

.......silent........


28 july 09 12 midnite

u dah tido ke?
belum. tp jap lagi nk tido. anything?
nk borak anything. xkn u xde apa2 nk borak dgn i?
i xtau nk borak ape
;) do u like me?
i suka kwn dgn u. tp i kurang selesa bila u start talking bout personal feeling
;). but u like me or not?
i like all my fren
u didnt answer me. susah nk jwb my question ke? be cool la. im asking bout me, not others. kan nice talk bout us
u r my fren rite? so i like u la..like others
u ni suka sgt nk mention bout other. me just like u. jika i ni xde gf, mesti kejar u sampai u fikir i.

gler punye ayat..haisy...ni yg x sedap ati ni..pehal lak mamat ni..dh ade gf tu dok diam2 je la.............ni klu di layan ni parah ni.....................hadoi..semak pala..

29 july 09 10 am

gd morning..i just ask u 2 being close n share love among us.secara x lgsg, gd fren.
gd fren ok
i want luv n caring too. u jgn tkt.im nice n wont be prob. life need 2 manage well. u sure suka n will apy.take k me as ur bf n i do care u as gf
as bf for sure cannot. i x ksh sgt if no 1 care bout me coz i ada family yg care me a lot. my frens also care me a lot. n i can manage my own life. so buat ms ni, no need others
u just try la. i know u ada everything. buat ms ni u xde bf. biarla i ni even u x perlu.
xyah la. i x perlu bf. i akan aggp u kwn i. close to u like fren only
just try la. myb u will like. i bg freedom n care. as long got love n care.pls pls pls
i ni ssh nk bg luv. dgn sume kwn laki i, i jarang mesra. i ckp pun sometime kasar wit them. wit girls only i akan be nice.i think u better find some1 else. u wont get it from me
u igt i jns cm tu. im waiting 4 word ok frm u to celebrate but u plak make me down.
jgn down bout this. small matter only.
4 u but me cannot. pls la let we try

..........silent...........

y no reply?
no answer 2 reply. i dah mention i xnk, tp u pksa
i x pkse la. i just requesting humble. jgn la kata i pksa u, so hurt.
ok, i dah ckp i xnk. u kena respect my desicion
tqah, i respect u la.i sj suruh u try as a trial.bkn soh u commit fully. blh la
i xnk try. jgn request lagi if not, i akan juz keep silent
;). u ni suka ignore. x baek la. u tau x i know u like me, myb risau nk try pasal fall in luv.

.......silent.....

jgn la diam. x baik diam u look nice when u talk. jom lunch kt lotus. i keje kt port klang 2day
no la. i like u as fren mcm i like ur gf. not more than that. dont misunderstand me
i wont, dont worry. mayb u perlukn ms wit me. ok. tp jnj dont fix ur mind n be open mind n heart 2 me.

........silent...........

pasal lunch pun diam ke?
i nk lunch kt umah je
i ajak lotus pun xnk?
xnk la. i nk lunch kt umah
acctually me just nk borak2. mlm kn rush, at least day time if can. blh x?
next time myb.

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u x mrh dgn i kn?
x la
tq. me juz nk caring n luv. pasal tu i being like this. dont mistaken, im like this wit u not wit other.n being private n confidential ok. i dowan prob.
please dont trust me. i xtau can keep private n confidential or not (klu teruk sgt, aku repot gak kt gf die ni kang)
pls la.dont hurt me. i trust u a lot
now i already warn u. dont trust me. so dont
dont do like this 2 me. i wont fren at all if cant trust the person
up to u. i told u

ha...tu je cara yg aku ade. kena ugut sikit mamat ni..xleh di biar kan ni..da ade gf, tp dok menggatai...takut gak rupanye klu gf tau..tp nk wat hal x tkt lak..igt aku bek sgt??sengal...argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!stress gler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bygkan la klu ari2 keep msg aku n request benda yg sama..serius rimas n semak sgt kepala otak aku ni!! go away frm my life!!!!!!!!!

study dan kerja

hari ni hari isnin..27 julai..aku lepak2 je kt umah sebab u aku cuti..kes h1n1 la kot..tapi mlm ni aku kena g ngajo..
sekarang ni, aku dah ade 2 tanggungjawab..tanggungjawab sbg pelajar n pendidik. sonok gak mengajar ni..at last, impian aku tercapai..nk jadi cekgu..skg aku dah ade student yg panggil aku 'cekgu'..
life aku of course bertambah cbok..dari ari isnin sampai kames aku ngajo..means, pagi sampai ptg aku g kls..lab..assgmnt n sume keje2 u..mlm lak aku g kls tuition.. alhamdulillah setakat ni aku leh manage waktu aku dgn teratur..aku xleh la nk wat keje last2 minute g..sume keje2 aku kena settle kan cepat2..mlm pas blk dr tuition, dlm kul11 aku sampai kolej, trs tido ler..penat gler tu..huhuhu..
ha, aku ade 1 projek yg kena difikirkan skg..projek utk subjek ENT600 (technoentrepreneurship)..aku dpt idea utk wat sejadah yg leh tunjuk arah kiblat..maknanye, bile kite bentang sejadah tu, die akan secara automatik gerak n hala ke arah kiblat aka barat..tapi susah gak nk wat tu..klu sistem kompas, tunjuk arah utara n selatan je sebab guna magnet..so cmne aku nk wat supaya sejadah tu hala ke barat? klu magnet, mesti utara n selatan jer..haisy..aku bkn bdk electric n electronic..anybody yg tau? plis help me.....
ha, sekarang ni aku dlm proses mengasah blk ilmu taekwondo aku..gler lama da aku tinggal..aku kena berjaga2 skg..bos kt tmpt tuition aku tu laen mcm jer..gerun gak aku..tp setakat ni, aku masih boleh bersabo..klu die brani wat lebey2, aku xkn teragak2 nk hempok kepala die ngn pe2 jer yg aku dpt capai..gler psycho gak die..aku baru jer mula keje kot..dah nk ajak kuar, nk close n care..pe kejadahnye..tau la aku ni budak2 jer, tp jgn igt leh buli aku..x kire r bos ke sape ke..jgn igt aku nk ikut jer rentak die..no way! tp setakat ni aku leh tahan lagi..syg lak nk quit..aku da mula rapat ngn bdk2 student aku tu..tgk la cmne t..klu boleh bw bencana kt aku, ak akan angkat kaki..huh!
ramadhan bakal menjelma..harap2 umo aku masih pjg utk rasa ramadhan n syawal thn ni...amin...

after 2 weeks class began..

keje aku sepanjang 2 minggu kelas bermula...................................................

dok dalam dewan kuliah..tunggu lecturer masuk..ari first, baru jumpa kwn2..riuh sakan dewan..pasar lambak pun kalah..aku ngn dila sakan bergambo..hehe..tup2 bila lecturer masuk..ha!DR NORRIZAH!!!!! utk subjek fud chemistry..hoho..sabo2!

ari khamis, kelas smpai pukul 1130 jer..pastu aku ngn dila gi meronggeng kat sunway piramid layan cite transfomers...ni air kt secret recipe..beli air jer..nk mkn x mampu..sob..sob..

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minggu kedua ari isnin, ade perjumpaan kolej..wat kat dataran jer sebab dewan kolej dah jadi ofis unit koko..pe lagi, lebih byk borak dr dengar la..hehehe..

semalam prepare sample ashing utk wat experiment lagi 2 minggu..sj je prepare awal2, takut kang esok2 dah cibok, kelam kabut lak..igtkan jap je wat..tup2 mula kul 2 ptg, aku blk kul 8 mlm..ni yg tetiba piki 10 ke 20 kali ni nak keje dlm lab..hadoi..

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