Wednesday, November 10, 2010

my cuti-cuti cinta....(^^)



Assalamualaikum wbt..

currently at cais, unimas..cais ni library la..hoho..study + online sementara tunggu itu incik zai abes exam...........
yesterday was a wonderful day..lots of fun n i really enjoy it..waaa..kejap agi dah nak balik kL......sedeynyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =(

pas balik kL, kena prepare for y last paper jumaat ni..then for my thesis..then for my era 19 insyaAllah..then for my china trip..eh, china practical training...hehehehe..

takutnye mau ke china sudah..takut takut takut...waaa...doakan saye..eh, doakan aku..

layan gamba kejap ea..kalau nak la...hehe..

a. culture village



























b. waterfront..





c.shopping time~~





very the blue la ur car sayang..haha...






mode: in love~~~

p/s: taknak pigi china..waaaaa~~~~~~

Sunday, November 7, 2010

stress jugak nih

Assalamualaikum wbt..

tomorrow going to have exam on my third paper..Food Law and Sanitation..setakat ni ok la..masih on track..arapnye sempat nak cover all 8 chapters b4 tomorrow..

tinggal lebih kurang seminggu je aku akan tido kat kolej delima ni..kinda sad..3 and a half years here..dari satu bilik ke satu bilik..dari satu roomate ke satu roomate..last2 skg ni xde roomate..huhu..aku akan teramat2 rindu keadaan sekarang once i do clearance this 14th nov..i will miss my student's life..i will miss wake up late when i have no class in the morning..i will miss doing my sport activity at pusat sukan..i will miss sleep at lecture hall..i will miss the moment i was locked up outside lecture hall coz i came late..i will miss the moment i was struggling on my assignment, lab reports, lab works, thesis, test n exams..i will miss doing discussion with my buddies..i will miss ate at cafe menara..i will miss the moment i struggling to enter the rapid bus in uitm..i will miss the moment when im in year 1, walking n climb to go to class..oh no..too many things to miss..how can i??? huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

i will miss all my frens in uitm...my coursemate, my gpms frens..my roomates..my roomates's fren..makcik nasi kerabu..wak jual waffle..adik jual roti himpit..abang jual air gelas besar..aaaaarrrrrrrrr~~~

stress bile pikir..susah jugak jadi student tahun akhir ni..dulu mase tahun 1, ase lame sangat nak abeskan 4 tahun kt sini..x sabar2..skg ni emo plak..lempang laju2 kang!


Thursday, November 4, 2010

im so sorry



my fren said i am soooooooo lucky..i got what i want..im happy with my love relationship..i got everything nice....................

i am sooooooooooooo sad...i dont wanna b different..i dont wanna feel happy alone...i really2 hope that all this happiness can be felt by her too..i am nobody..i got nothing..

plez fren, u r everything to me..sorry if i've made something u dont like..sorry if i hurt u..sorry if i dont realized ur feeling all this time...sorry dear (T_T)


Wednesday, November 3, 2010

tolongla..aku da agak penat..

bila aku tengah ade masa lapang, xde pun ape2 hal yang akan membuatkan aku sibuk..tapi bile aku tengah sibuk, ade jeeeeeee hal lain yang akan aku dapat last minute utk aku selesaikan ASAP..

petang ni pukul 2.15, aku akan menghadapi next paper..agak tough..kena fokus..tapi baru je tadi dapat call dari agen yg buat visa, push2 aku untuk selesaikan cepat sume dokumen2 nak buat visa sebab die kate mase dah suntuk..alahai..bukan aku x nak buat cepat..aku dah ada passport, dah ada gambar passport..sekarang cuma tunggu invitation letter dari china n surat dari dekan je..bukan aku yg x nak cepat..tapi aku x dapat lagi surat2 tu, macam mane aku nak bagi? huuuu~~

Ya Allah..Kau permudahkanlah urusan aku ni.. Tolong Ya Allah..aku merayu..Kuatkan aku.. (T_T)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

..DELAY..

“A delay in a prayer” a wonderful inspiring story..........

There were only 15 minutes left before Salat-ul Isha. He quickly made Wudhu and performed Salat-ul Maghrib. While making Tasbih, he again remembered his grandmother and was embarrassed by how he had prayed.His grandmother prayed with such tranquillity and peace. He began making Dua and went down to make Sajdah and stayed like that for a while. He had been at work all day and was tired, so tired. He awoke abruptly to the sound of noise and shouting. He was sweating profusely. He looked around. It was very crowded. Every direction he looked in was filled with people. Some stood frozen looking around, some were running left and right and some were on their knees with their heads in their hands just waiting. Pure fear and apprehension filled him as he realized where he was. His heart was about to burst.

It was the Day of Judgment.

When he was alive, he had heard many things about the questioning on the Day of Judgment, but that seemed so long ago. Could this be something his mind made up? No, the wait and the fear were so great that he could not have imagined this. The interrogation was still going on. He began moving frantically from people to people to ask if his name had been called. No one could answer him. All of a sudden his name was called and the crowd split into two and made a passageway for him. Two angels grabbed his arms and led him forward. He walked with unknowing eyes through the crowd. The angels brought him to the centre and left him there. His head was bent down and his whole life was passing in front of his eyes like a movie. He opened his eyes but saw only another world. The people were all helping others. He saw his father running from one lecture to the other, spending hiswealth in the way of Islam. His mother invited guests to their house and one table was being setwhile the other was being cleared. He pleaded his case, I too was always on this path. I helped others. spread the word of Allah. performed my Salah. I fasted in the month of Ramadhan. Whatever Allah ordered us to do, I did. Whatever he ordered us not to do, I did not’. He began to cry and think about how much he loved Allah. He knew that whatever he had done in life would be less than what Allah deserved and his only protector was Allah He was sweating like never before and was shaking all over. His eyes were fixed on the scale, waiting for the final decision. At last, the decision was made. The two angels with sheets of paper in their hands, turned to the crowd. His legs felt like they were going to collapse. He closed his eyes as they began to read the names of those people who were to enter Jahannam. His name was read first. He fell on his knees and yelled that this couldn’t be,‘How could I go to Jahannam?. I served others all my life, I spread the word of Allah to others’. His eyes had become blurry and he was shaking with sweat. The two angels took him by the arms. As his feet dragged, they went through the crowd and advanced toward the blazing flames of Jahannam. He was yelling and wondered if there was any person who was going to help him. He was yelling of all the good deeds he had done, how he had helped his father, his fasts, prayers, the Noble Qur’an that he read, he was asking if none of them would help him. The Jahannam angels continued to drag him. They had gotten closer to the Hellfire. He looked back and these were his last pleas. Had not Rasulullah [SAW] said,‘How clean would a person be who bathes in a river five times a day, so too does the Salah performed five times cleanse someone of their sins’?He began yelling, ‘My prayers? My prayers? My prayers.?’ . The two angels did not stop, and they came to the edge of the abyss of Jahannam. The flames of the fire were burning his face. He looked back one last time, but his eyes were dry of hope and he had nothing left in him. One of the angels pushed him in. He found himself in the air and falling towards the flames. He had just fallen five or six feet when a hand grabbed him by the arm and pulled him back. He lifted his head and saw an old man with a long white beard. He wiped some dust off himself and asked him, ‘Who are you?’. The old man replied, ‘I am your prayers’. ‘Why are you so late! I was almost in the Fire! You rescued me at the last minute before I fell in’. The old man smiled and shook his head,‘You always performed me at the last minute, did you forget?’ (And what of those who perform no prayers at all?). At that instant, he blinked and lifted his head from Sajdah. He was in a sweat.He listened to the voices coming from outside. He heard the Adhan for Salat-ul Isha.He got up quickly and went to perform Wudhu.


p/s: got this article from fb..reminder to all including myself..

my breakfast for today


bangun2 pagi gosok2 mata pastu pegi toilet amek wuduk n solat..pas solat lepak2 layan fb jap b4 kena block ngan uitm pukul 8..pastu bancuh air choc+nescafe..bantai je sebab tu je yg tinggal kat bilik ni ha..sodap jugak! pastu kunyah mister potato as my breakfast..

YES! I KNOW! ITS UNHEALTHY! IM NOT A GOOD FOOD SCIENTIST! BUT THEN IM ALSO A POOR FOOD SCIENTIST WHO CAN'T AFFORD TO BUY ROTI CANAI OR ROTI BAKAT OR MEE GORENG OR KARIPAP AS MY BREAKFAST!

(T_T)


Monday, November 1, 2010

mau ke sarawak la...

Assalamualaikum wbt...

selesai sudah berkenaan final report thesis..alhamdulillah berjaya anta on time..kat supervisor n second examiner..pukul 10.30 pagi jumaat tu dah settle..alhamdulillah dipermudahkan..

sabtu lepas aku sempat pegi shopping..beli baju tebal..sangat teruja n best sebab first time..hahaha..beratus jugak abes..tapi sebab sume tu di sponsor oleh abah, x jadi hal..agagaga...so pas ni misi mencari makanan pulak..kena gak ade bekalan makanan2 kering b4 aku adapt ngn tempat kat sane..

insyaAllah isnin minggu depan aku akan ke sarawak..if no problem with my flight n other schedule..hopefully everything ok la..kejap je pegi..3 ari..bagi cukup syarat je..

1 paper done..3 papers to go..rabu ni my next paper..doakan kejayaan aku n kite sume k?

p/s: sangat susah mau log in ini blogspot..thats why lame x update...

UiTM di hatiku..

UiTM di hatiku..