babai 2010~~ [sambil lambai2 tangan]

Assalamualaikum wbt..

harini sudah 30 disember yaw! lusa sudah tahun 2011 yaw!

ok2..stop the gedik-yaw part.

besok mungkin aku akan sibuk sepanjang hari. pagi macam biasa aku akan ke lab siapkan 3rd step of my project. then petang aku akan ke new year party. it's time to rock beybeyh!!!!! balik dari new year party kat hotel mana ntah tu, aku akan sambung party ngan membe2 foreigner plak kat rooftop hostel kitorang. kan dah kate aku kuat berpoya-poya. heh! tapi limit urself la yaw!

hari ni aku dapat cuti yang aku cipta sendiri sebab my mentor x sihat. die x dapat datang lab untuk ajar kitorang buat analysis, so aku pun ikut mc la jugak. jadi harini aku akan share la sikit2 pengalaman aku sepanjang tahun 2010 ni yek. bukan nak berbangga atau nak membuka aib ke ape ke, just to share and hope korang boley dapat la sikit2 manfaat. kalau x bermanfaat langsung, korang layan utk isi masa lapang je la yo?

dari bulan 1 sampai bulan 5 aku berada di semester 6. semester 6 ni agak mencabar jugak la sebab aku dah kena mula buat proposal untuk final year project (fyp). nak buat proposal ni susah woo. sape yg dah buat tu paham la kan.

then sem 6 jugak aku buat my own food product. ni task untuk 1 subject yg aku amek. so my product was manggourt. hah! nama pun dah peliks cam nama ulat jek. manggourt ni adelah youghurt mangga+peria. if korang follow blog aku dari dolu2, korang tau la kan sal manggourt ni. banyak dowh cabaran dan rintangan. sampai aku nangis2 la gamaknye sebab berpuluh2 trial buat baru jadik. tu pun x berapa perfect. tapi layankan aje memandangkan ade due date.

sepanjang tahun 2010 jugak aku terlibat secara serius dengan gpms. bila din minta aku jadi seki die, secara automatik separuh dari hidup aku adalah untuk gpms. buat program itu ini, jadi AJK itu ini, buat proposal, turun naik HEP nak hantar proposal and borang C, pegi kem fasilitator, camping team building kat pangkor, overnite kat luar buat proposal. seriusly, aku sangat2 enjoy jadi sebahagian dr gpms uitm. susah senang sume same2. and yg paling best, kite boley jadi diri sendiri and mereka akan terima and enjoy with it. gpms jugak banyak ajar aku tentang hidup sebenar kat luar sane. dari gpms lah, aku rasa aku dah agak berubah. aku dah x takut2 nak make frens, dah x takut nak mencuba ape2 yg aku nak. sebab aku and kawan2 gpms selalunye akan buat sesuatu secara spontan and main redah. and its fun!!!

tahun 2010 jugak aku excident lagi buat kali ke-2. tapi kali ni aku x sorang2. aku dengan din and ika. injured agak teruk tapi alhamdulillah semua ok. kesian kat suzuki revo aku la. dah 2 kali aku jatuhkan die.

untuk semester 7 @ semester terakhir kat uitm, aku kena run analysis utk fyp. dan fyp ni adelah sesuatu yg sangat2 mencabar dan aku x kan lupe sampai mati. bile buat fyp, no cuti, no weekend, no holiday. everyday kat lab [kalau bidang korang tu berkaitan sains]. dari kelas, rushing ke lab, pastu ke kelas semula and so on. kalau weekend pulak, memang dari pagi lah kat lab sampai kena halau dengan lab assistant. bulan pose, aku penah berbuka kat lab dengan korek idong jek. dalam pukul 8 lebey baru dapat pegi makan. demam panas memang kerap lah. aku jarang demam, tapi sepanjang tahun 2010 ni, aku selalu demam panas tahap kritikal. sikit agi nak kena warded. dan alhamdulillah jugak segala penat lelah tu terbayar. pointer utk sem 7 aku sangat2 la membuatkan aku happy. bukan sebab cemerlang gile babun, tapi unexpected sebab aku agak kekurangan masa nak study bila da involve dengan gpms + fyp yg membunuh. akhirnye, insyaAllah aku dapat grad tahun depan dengan senyum lebar =D

tahun 2011 lak ape cer? aku suke tahun 2011 sebab aku dah tunggu tahun 2011 ni dari 4 tahun lepas. UNTUK MENGHABISKAN DEGREE DAN KONVO!!!!! dan alhamdulillah, after almost 4 years menuntut ilmu kat uitm, struggle mcm nak gile bile nak exam semata-mata sebab nak pointer yg kebabom, tahun depan aku bakal konvo dengan CGPA yg boleh memuaskan hati aku. alhamdulillah again. syukur pada Allah =)

ok readers, see u on 2011 (^^)

nak balik nak balik [sambil loncat2]

Assalamualaikum wbt..

yah!!! lagi 2 minggu aku bakal berada di rumah!!! sangat sangat sangat sangat x sabar ok! i got 1 month and 8 days for my winter holiday and i already planned what im gonna do for my holiday!!!

1. i wanna eat as much as i can. nak masak macam 2 kat rumah. makanan yang pedas2. nak ratah sambal belacan boh cili padi banyak2.

2. i wanna make cake and cookies as much as i can. sangat jeles ok tengok kawan2 kat malaysia buat macam2 kat kilang diorang. alah, rumah aku tu macam kilang makanan jugak. ape je yang aku x buat kat rumah? pizza? cheese cake? choc moist cake? cookies famos amos? spagethi? meatball? tafufa? soy drink? sume sudah. and i miss all that.

3. aku nak lepak2 dengan kengkawan gpms yang masih ada kat shah alam. sebab ade sesetengahnye yang dah keje or praktikal kat merata-rata. aku nak lepak sampai lebam. nak makan besar dengan mereka, nak gelak2, nak jadi kurang siuman sikit, nak buat banyak benda2 gila. x sabaq x sabaq.

4. nak pegi holiday!!!!! insyaAllah mau ke singapore. nak buat ape lagi kan? dah nama pun holiday. kite gi holiday la. sape nak ikut pegi singapore? cepat angkat tangan 3 saat jek.

5. nak jadi anak solehah. eh selama ni pun solehah jugak cuma kali ni extra la sikit. nak dudk rumah masak, kemas, main dengan kucing, kuar dating ngan mak, tolong sidai baju, tolong masak.

6. minat terbaru adelah membuat pillow!!!!! yang kiut2 macam kat utube tuh. kalau beli, mahai woo. baik buat, bukan susah pun. penuhkan bilik dengan pillow hand made, bangga x? aku bangga. hehe. dan bilik kat rumah tu akan menjadi hak mutlak aku dalam masa terdekat sebab my sis dah nak bertunang 4 hari lagi and opkos la pastu nak kawen kan. bila dah kawen kena dok rumah lain atas arahan aku. takmo share2 ok.

tu antaranya lah. kot2 masa dok kat rumah nanti tetibe terpikir nak buat ape lagi, redah je sudah. sape free? nak ajak aku dating? sila taip nama-jarak-lokasi-jarak-masa ke no celcom aku yek. tapi bukan sekarang. 2 minggu lagi. sabaq sabaq.

projek almost done! tengah berusaha menghabiskan 3rd step then will continue with final step. go go chaiyok~

salam perantauan dari wuxi =)

babai..

Assalamualaikum wbt

semalam ke tesco..yeah jangan x tau wuxi pun ade tesco ok! pegi sane sebab nak beli stok2 makanan..bilik gue sudah kosong maa...susah hati aku kalau bilik aku xde makanan..so aku ngan si mim pun pegi la ke tesco ditemani annie yang sangat friendly =)

Ya Allah! kitorang memborong macam x penah nampak makanan wei..semua yg boley beli, nak beli..maksud 'boley' disini adelah halal la ye..ada sesetengah makanan ada logo halal, so senang la nak amek..tapi ade sesetengahnye yg xde..annie la orang yg bertanggungjawab menterjemahkan ingredients makanan2 tu untuk kitorang..no animal-based oil jek, kitorang rembat! haha..then aku terjumpa jeli manggo malaysia brand with halal logo malaysia agi..sangat2 teruja ok! terus amek x pikir panjang..ayam brand pun ada maa....

patutnye aku nak upload gambar tapi aku pun xtau ape prob ngn blogspot ni or internet explorer aku ni..tiap kali aku tekan button utk upload gamba, terus shut off internet explorer ni..so x dapat la..huhu..

ok lah..kebosanan tahap maksimum..dah x tau nak buat apa..aku nak tidoq..babai~

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Assalamualaikum wbt..

yeah!! 2010 tinggal seminggu saje lagi..

hah! korang korang sekalian..ape yg korang dah buat sepanjang tahun 2010 nih? come on la beb..arini dah 23 disember dah..seminggu je lagi nak abes..buat la sesuatu yg bermanfaat ok? [padahal aku ni yg x dapat nak buat ape2 kt bumi wuxi yg sesejuk peti ais]

aku? setakat ni yang aku ingat la kan, sepanjang tahun 2010 aku terlaluuuuu sibuk dengan macam2 program + study but still la have time to enjoy life!! yah~ that's me! bukan aku la kalau dok jek senyap2 kat bilik study..hoho..

pencapaian aku untuk tahun ni nanti la aku detail kan masa saat2 akhir nak masuk new year 2011..bukan pencapaian la sangat sebenarnye pun sebab aku ni ade ke pencapaian yg boley dibanggakan? aiyak~ (=_=!)

ok pagi ni aku bangun awal giler sebab aku nak jadi rajin..nak mula buat report..alaa report praktikal ni la..yes i know i just started my practical trainin 3 weeks ago and it will end on the end of March but aku dah x nak amalkan keje last minute macam mase zaman2 kampus dulu..wah! biar betik???? mcm x percaye kan? tqah x buat keje last minit? mcm bukan tiqah..haha..but yeah i used to be the person yg siapkan keje seawal mngkin masa zaman2 bergelar pelajar tahun 1..tapi makin meningkat dewasa, makin banyak keje2 lain yg kena uruskan, dah jadi last minute-person pulak kan..

to adik2 yang dah amek result PMR and dapat keputusan cemerlang, tahniah tahniah tahniah!!!! but have to remind u ols, PMR is not everything..it's just the certificate u need to further your form 4 and choose the best line for u..either science or science social..that's all! bukan penentu masa depan pun..after all, bile u guys dah habis SPM and masuk uni and so on, org dah x tanye PMR dapat berapa..even when it comes to job application pun, paling low die tanye SPM jek..so struggle hard for ur next 2 years examination ok? good girl and boy =D..but then, mestilah kite nak capai kejayaan dalam idop kan? best kot bile dah besar nanti boley cite kat anak2 buah or anak2 sendiri or sedara mara ke asal result kite dulu yg membanggakan..bukan utk bongkak, just as a motivation for them..

and saje je la kan nak bagi advise walaupun aku tau xde budak bawah umur yg baca belog aku ni..zaman sekolah ni zaman best and appreciate it while it last and do ur very best! elakkan la libatkan diri dengan hal2 yg kurang penting macam cintan cintun monkey luv tu..xdek paedahnye..bercinta kt skola, malu jek tau x..duit banje ari2 gi skola pun mak yg kasik! hahahahahahahahaha...malu kan?kan?kan? zaman skola ni anggap la kamu tu kecik lagi untuk melibatkan diri keterlaluan dengan sosialization dunia luar..kuar sampai lewat2 malam, pegi lepak2 kat shopping mall, karok, habiskan duit shopping segala bagai..biarlah diri tu jadi budak2 selama mana yg boley..sebab kalau tanye aku yg dah berumur 22 tahun 7 bulan ni, aku nak je kembali ke zaman belasan tahun..nampak naif..[even sekarang pun orang selalu ingat aku budak skola..see? how young i am? :P]

my journey kat wuxi ni baru bermula..minggu pertama homesick giler nak mampos! makan pun x selera..nak keluar memang x la kan dengan sejuk2 ni..masuk minggu ke-2, dah masuk lab and life pun dah mule ok sebab dah biasekan diri..and dah mule merayau2 ke downtown and night market..minggu ketiga, feeling better lah! kalau la sekarang ni spring season, xdenye aku memerap je kat bilik macam sekarang..pegi lab, balik lab terus masuk bilik x kuar2..it is so not me!

Oh ye, CNY nanti aku balik Malaysia sebab kinda x tahan dengan keadaan sejuk kt bumi wuxi + poket money x berapa nak cukup untuk pegi travel [ u know how price will burst up in CNY rite?] + kerinduan yang teramat kat makanan malaysia..balik malaysia, aku nak kutip sume jajan and makanan2 yang ade kt supermarket tu untuk bekalan aku kat wuxi for the next 2 months nanti..seyesly, i am craving for potato chips, kerepek keropok, cekelat, aiskrim, bun and hotdogs, roti canai, nasi lemak, tomyam pedas, masak lemak cili api, ikan, big apple, my homemade cakes, cookies, KFC and pizza...yarrrhhhhhh..x sabaq ni nak jejak kaki kat LCCT!!! i miss malaysia yg hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh ye adik2, aku dah nak menghabiskan zaman pelajar..nasihat aku pada adik2, belajar kena bersungguh2, study bagai nak gile xpe sebab tu sume kenangan yg memang worth sesangat..TAPI, try to enjoy life..jadik student ni bukan untuk mengadap buku je 24h tapi untuk belajar erti hidup jugak sebab that's the reality of world..go out, do something beside academic things..enjoying your life as a teenagers and student which u have plenty of time for ur self that u wont get it once u start working..believe me! tapi berpada-pada and pikir ape yg boley and x boley..jangan sampai melanggar hukum hakam pulak..dah besar kan? boley pikir sendiri..

my lecturer yg asign me utk datang ke wuxi ni penah tanye " u jenis yang hu ha hu ha x?" and i honestly said "yes! i am"..then he asked " nanti sampai wuxi u just enjoy urself with work and place..it's a waste if u just go there and struggle for ur work and got nothing..by the way, u hu ha hu ha then bukak tudung la?" "oh no no..i hu ha hu ha but with my tudung"..i just enjoy teenagers life bukan pegi clubbing and socialize x hengat dunia tu..paham ke? buat2 la paham ea..pendek kate, pepandai la bawa diri dalam dunia penuh cabaran ni yaw~

cikgu saya

assalamualaikum wbt..

semalam aku appy giler tahap terjerit-jerit kat bilik. sebab aku baru jumpe balik dengan cikgu aku after almost 4 years dah lost contact. he was my teacher mase aku tuisyen nak PMR dulu. he teached me science. and since he teaches me, i got A for science subject. miracle ha? dari form 1 nak dapat B pun merangkak, nikan pulak A. tapi pas cikgu ni ngajar aku, terus dapat A and alhamdulillah A jugak untuk PMR.

i think i,ve had mentioned about him before in this blog. did i? aku kata aku nak cari die jugak 1 ari nanti sebab die banyak tolong aku. aku tau die tinggal kat kulim and sekolah die ngajar, so aku plan aku nak gi kulim and gi kat sekolah die nak cari die. tup tup semalam die add aku kat fb. CIKGU ADD AKU!!!! and die yg tegur aku dulu kt chat room. padahal before ni ade je aku search die kat fb tapi x jumpe pun..akhirnya Allah makbulkan doa aku nak jumpe die semula.

die banyak tolong aku. die bukannye setakat cikgu je pada aku, tapi aku dah anggap die macam abang aku sendiri. aku boleh share macam2 hal dengan die. sangat sporting and sempoi even sekarang aku rasa die ustaz kat sekolah. dulu die ajar aku science, so aku panggil cikgu je, bukan ustaz.

aku penah pegi rumah die 2 kali sebelum aku masuk MRSM. pegi main2 dengan anak2 die and kenal2 dengan isteri die. masa tu anak die yg sulung baru nak masuk 2 tahun. semalam aku tanye die, katenye anak die yg sulung nak masuk 9 tahun tahun depan. Baru aku sedar dah lama sangat rupenye aku x jumpe die. dulu anak die 2 orang je. sekarang 3 orang and on the way agi sorang =)

aku lost contact dengan die sebab phone aku rosak. semua no dalam tu hilang. lepas tu, aku pulak selalu tukar2 no telepon atas sebab2 tertentu. so cikgu pun dah x dapat contact aku. aku memang frust giler la mase hilang no tepon cikgu. Alhamdulillah sekarang dah jumpe balik. berguna jugak fb ni. nasib baik cikgu main fb. hehehehe..

oh lupe pulak. today genap la sudah setahun =)

alhamdulillah. moga jodoh berpanjangan. amin~

jutui

JUTUI = roasted chicken

terbaik dari wuxi..yeah!

shopping lah!

Assalamualaikum wbt..

semlam ke downown jalan2 hilangkan bosan + shopping..sampai sakit2 kaki seyh..giler semangat kan? dr tengahari sampai lewat petang..

i bought a summer shirt and its awsome!!! i like the material and design very much..kat malaysia cam susah je nak cari..and not to forget, some gifts for family and frens in Malaysia..sape nak ole2? angkat tangan tinggi2 tapi tutup ketiak masham~

sepanjang berjalan tu, part yg x best is takleh makan2 la kan..KFC(s) are everywhere and in every inches..duh, bersepah sepah kot..tapi tahan tqah tahan..balik malaysia kang ko melantak puas2 okie?

membilang hari..

prison break

Assalamualaikum wbt..

today is saturday..insyaAllah i will going out to downtown to buy some cloths this afternoon..sejuk seyh..kena beli jaket banyak2 agi..

yesterday, berjaya khatam cite prison break..hehe..kinda ketinggalan zaman isn't it? yes aku mmg org yg sebegitu..hehe..bab2 cite kt tv or panggung, aku jarang follow sebab dari skola pun da stay kat hostel, mane ade mase sgt nak lepak2 depan tb layan cite..

aku suker giler cite ni walaupun kadang2 moral of the story xde, or ade negative side yg banyak dalam cite ni (contohnye slalu mencarut)..well, it's ourself to decide..absorb the positive one, and terminate the negative..

what i am trying to say is, the effort of those main characters in the drama..well of course the scofield is the main character and he was so genius, outstanding, fast thinker bla bla bla..but the way they act to solve one problem to another, that's impressed me so much..yeah i know it is just a created story but hey, ape salahnye think deeper kan?

what i got from the story was a lot..one of them, do not give up whatever that will come to u..there's always a way..michael and the rest keep on doing what they think is true until people see them as true..they were not give up at all even in between the process of finding trueness, they have to made sacrifice..

same goes to me n u readers..sacrifice something to get something better..u can't get all..orang tamak selalu rugi, kan?

p/s : i can finished the drama because i have quite a lot of free time lately =)

progress

Assalamualaikum wbt..

done withe the first method of my mini project..yeah~~

got it done in just 2 days..pretty good..got another 2 experiments before i can proceed to the production of yacon juice..

can it be done before winter holiday? InsyaAllah..i really hope so..so that my holiday will be a heaven for me, without thingking about the practical..after finish with production of juice, i just need to focus on my reprt writting and preparation of slide for my presentation..yes! yes!yes!

alhamdulillah..Allah ease my way..u guys, do prays a lot k? InsyaAllah if u r really sincere with what u do, be patient and not mumbling, there's always a way..just have a little faith..orait?

today wuxi got snow..a small ball of ice which i called snow, but with extreme wind..my face, my hands and my foots rase kebas giler and even when i touched something, i cannot feel it..oh, i prefer hot than cold =)..nak buat labwork pon susah dow bila krem sebab sejuk yg teramat..

but i satisfied..i start to like China..my mandarin language can be better if i stay quite a long time here =)

zhe shi la zi ji kuai this is seasoned chopped chicken + rice

rmb 10 = rm 5

zhe shi niu rou shui jiao this is beef boiled dumplings. and i request the soup =)

rmb 5 = rm 2.5

this is my luch for today..makan besar bak kate org cina..hehe..dumplings, hand-pulled noodles in brown sauce and fried eggs..

all together rmb 20 = rm 10

this is my meal when i was stuck at my room during rainy day last few days..nasi impit + serunding + tuna yg bawa dari Malaysia (T_T)

and u know what, sume foods kt atas tu aku makan share dengan my countrymate..means if every meals cost rmb 20, then in rm its only rm10, then share with my fren, divide again by 2, now its only cost me rm5..and all the meal portion is BIG..thats why kitorg share..so sangat2 la jimat and aku boley makan macam2..hahahahaha [gelak puas ati]

salam perantauan dari Wuxi, China.

salam perantau

Assalamualaikum

today is my second day doing lab work..life getting busy..banyak rupanya benda yang nak kena buat..sempat ke 2 bulan + seminggu nak siapkan sume lab work ha? (after plus minus winter holiday sebulan lebih)..

kawan2 aku yang lain semua masuk keje pukul 8 pagi balik pukul 5 petang..aku? pegi lab pukul 8 pagi..balik hostel tengahari, pukul 7 pm after isyak baru pegi balik..sebab? in between 1 o'clock to 7, aku nak dok kat bilik je rest and solat siap2..kat lab x ley solat..nasib baik la isyak pun awal..boley pegi lab balik pas isyak..so total working hours is still 8..

kat sini x rasa macam keje..hehe..aku boley buat ape yg aku nak buat, boley pilih nak buat apa, boley pegi lab bila2 masa aku suka, diorang x fixed kan pun..aku yg minta jadual aku ni..then masih berada dalam university, x nampak lagi real work life kat luar sane tu..real industrial behaviour..and, aku agak dimanjakan di sini..mungki sebab aku ni foreigner, dan akan bawa balik cite pasal universiti ni once aku balik Malaysia, so diorang layan aku kaw2 baik punyer..hehehe..sonok..

makanan dalam bilik dah ditambah...baru senang hati aku..semalam n kelmarin hujan non-stop..aku n mim xde payung, so dok je la kat bilik yg x de stok makanan ni..terrible giler aku rasa..nak nangis meraung2 kat mak kata lapar..tapi semalam pas gi supermarket, nah! penuh balik meja ni..suke3..tapi kat sini yg aku berani nak beli pun cuma buah, roti, and susu..tu pun, roti and susu aku kena cek betoi2 ingredients..kena make sure xde any oil or fat products and any other non-permitted ingredients..agak susah sebab kebanyakan produk makanan kat sini labeling in chinese..so kena cari dgn bersusah payahnye mane2 makanan yg ade labeling english..bila dah jumpa, pastu dok beli yg tu je la..

ok then, time to have my breakfast (plain bread and milk + hot plain water) then time to work! daaa~

Salam perantauan dari Wuxi, China

i am freezing

Assalamualaikum wbt..

its midnight and im freezing rite now..apsal malam ni sejuk lain macam ha??

ok, insyaAllah this monday i will start doing my lab work..im not really sure about the full title, but i will be on yacon juice..u know what is yacon? it looks like sweet potato but based on google search, it's texture is like apple..crunchy..and of course, high nutritional content..i'll talk about nutrition later on..now i show the picture only..

but it is a root of plant with yellow flowers like sunflower..

i'll tell u more once i know what my research is all about..now its getting colder and i am extremely shaking..so i think i need to hibernate in my thick blanket..good nite everyone~

salam perantauan dari Wuxi, China.

112 days to go

salam maal hijrah

Assalamualaikum wbt..

salam maal hijrah..maaf lambat sikit..

hijrah kali ni memang aku betul2 berhijrah..dari Malaysia tercinta ke China..walaupun cuma untuk 4 bulan..tapi tetap penghijrahan bagi aku..

Genap seminggu aku dah bermaustautin di bumi Wuxi ni..Alhamdulillah, walaupun hari selasa lepas aku tak dapat tahan emosi, dah ternangis [TER ok], tapi after that, aku dah ok sikit..

memandangkan bulan hijrah ni kena pada waktu aku di tempat orang ni, aku patut aplikasikan konsep hijrah ni pada diri aku sekarang..hijrah perlukan pengorbanan..YES! berkorban lah tiqah..4 bulan je berkorban..lepas tu, kamu dah berjaya menghabiskan 4 tahun pengajian..4 bulan je lagi tiqah..almost done..be patient dear..

the truth is, Wuxi is nice, people here are nice..everything is great! seriosly..aku bukan nak sedapkan hati sendiri, tapi after seminggu kat sini, baru aku realized..walau apa pun masalah yang ko ada, mesti akan ada orang yang akan tolong..ko takkan keseorangan..mungkin bagi aku masalah bahasa paling utama..tapi, walaupun diorang x fasih berbahasa inggeris, diorang tetap cuba dengan bersusah payah untuk tolong or explain apa2 pada aku..aku sangat terharu..effort diorang memang ketara..oleh yang demikian, aku pun berazam untuk belajar mandarin sampai boleh bercakap dengan diorang..yeah!! azam tahun baru maal hijrah ni..

memang la dulu aku dah belajar mandarin, tapi aku dah lupa sebab dah berbulan2 x guna..aku belajar masa aku part 4, 5 and 6..so sekarang ni, aku kena put more effort untuk belajar mandarin.. x mustahil kot dalam masa 4 bulan kat sini aku dah boleh borak2 ngan diorang guna bahasa mandarin..kalau x banyak, sikit pun jadilah kan?

sangat2 tak sabar nak masuk lab isnin ni..nak betul2 paham analysis yang diorang buat..pastu nak get involve..tak sabar tak sabar tak sabar..

oh ye, result final examination semester 7 dah dapat..pagi tadi after my subuh prayer, bukak email and nah! dapat result..alhamdulillah..more than what i expected..walaupun tak la gempak marvelous macam orang lain, tapi aku tetap bersyukur Allah bagi rezeki and kejayaan kat aku walaupun usaha yang tak tara mana pon [baca dalam slang utara]..

current temperature : 4 degree C

time: 3.00 pm

condition: jiwa kental

salam perantauan

zaijian

(T_T)

ok dah ternangis (T_T)

tolong ye tiqah..ni first and last nangis..pasni no more crying baby!

susah tapi tak mustahil [phrasa sedapkan hati sendiri]

susah tapi tak mustahil

Assalamualaikum wbt..

really need to motivate myself..having difficult time right now..far from family and friends, cold weather that i really not used to it, and the biggest thing is language problem..

Ya Allah, give me strength to face all this..

tengok gambar2 kat post before ni nampak cam gembira je kan?

tipu je semua tu..hell yeah!

setakat ni aku masih lagi homesick tahap maksimum, tak dapat adapt dengan cuaca, tak familiar dengan tempat, tak mampu nak borak dengan local chinese..and u know what, all the above make me sick!

pegi kedai makan nak order pun susah..pegi supermarket ke kedai runcit ke nak beli barang pun susah..nak pegi mana2 sendiri pun susah sebab nak tanya direction diorang tak paham..even bas n teksi pun kekadang diorg x paham in english..aku pun bukanlah bagus sangat english..tunggang terbalik gak..lagi la worst..

baru 5 hari kat sini tapi dah banyak menyusahkan orang..mohamed from sudan, alex from ipoh, kak shazana my senior..apa je nak buat, semua kena minta tolong orang..huhuhuhu..rasa sangat loser.

bulan 1 aku ada cuti sebulan..nak balik malaysia kah? nak balik ke? balik? ke patut pegi mana2 je? tolong lah..aku rasa sangat2 nak balik..tapi tiket? duit? nak pegi jalan2 pun susah dalam keadaan winter ni.. (T_T)

bagi aku kekuatan untuk bertahan lagi 115 hari..rupanya hidup kat negara orang memang sangat susah..how la all the imigranes tu survive?

seriously, aku sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sayang malaysia..

4th day..another 116 days to go..

KLIA before depart

Shanghai (4th december 2010)

Pudong Shanghai International Airport

Around Wuxi

Back is Jiangnan University. The right building is my hostel. Building No 90

waaaaa~~~~

South gate of Jiangnan University

My hostel building. View at night.

niu ro la mien = mutton noodles with soup

4th day at Wuxi

third day in Wuxi, China

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Alhamdulillah..finally i can access to this blog as well as my facebook!!! how?? this one guy from sudan, give me this software to break the china system..hehehehehehe..

i will upload the pictures later on..now i am soooo exhausted..juz came back from somewhere which i don't know the name..that sudan guy bring me and mim to buy some stuff..i was spending hundreds yuen to buy some cloths for winter, extra socks, bread, cookies, milk, and shoes..i'm find it very difficult to buy foods..really2 hard..i needs to carefully check the ingredients..and for almost all ready-to-eat foods, only chinese character written at the packaging, and u can imagine how hard for me to buy foods?

this morning i went to school which is the faculty, met with vice dean Zhong Fang. After some conversation, we decided to do some mini project on food processing. Then, one chinese lady name Feng bring us to the lab and introduced us to the profesor there but i forgot to ask his name..poor me..huhu..tomorrow insyaAllah we will start in food processing lab, and i think i want to do research on fruits..they have meat, fish but i prefer fruits..the smell is better :)

now it's third day here..117 day left..yup, i am counting the days to come home!

till then, babai~~

babai Malaysia

Assalamualaikum wbt..

mungkin ni last post aku before aku pegi china esok malam..seriously, aku excited sangat, but at the same time tetap rasa cuak, neves, sedih and macam2 agi yg aku rasa..

aku rasa sedih la nak tinggalkan malaysia..walaupun cuma untuk 4 bulan..aku sedih sangat..aku ade semua kat sini..family, kawan2..everything great here..tapi aku tau, aku kena hadapi gak dunia luar walau ape pun yg jadi..x kan selamanya nak berkepit ngan famili..kena la hadapi realiti hidup..

i dont wanna be crying baby anymore..but its really hard..aku yakin aku akan nangis dengan teruknye esok kat KLIA..aku yakin! Ya Allah, kuatkan aku Ya Allah..bantu aku..

kat china nanti, mungkin aku x dapat update belog ni..mungkin..doakan aku berjaya dengan cemerlang kat sana ok? alaaa, 4 bulan jer..*sedapkan ati sendiri*

selamat tingaal malaysia..babai~~~~~

result??

i just heard a rumor that uitm result will be released on 10th december 2010.. wOw!!! what an unexpected date..i thought i will be a bit late..if this rumor is true, means it is just about a week from now..friday next week if im not mistaken..oh gosh~

i feel like just finished my papers a few days back..the time is running fast..tak terkejor eden ni ha...maybe because i was too busy with all thing around and dont even have the time to think about the result..hmm..maybe..

now everything's settled..my visa, insurance, and flight ticket..just wait for them to bank in the money..hehe..oh, my thesis also done..baru submit tadi..hehe..legaaaa seyh~ alhamdulillah..





waiting for my result..hope everything ok and i can have my graduation day next year..im so excited watching all the graduates just now..i want to wear that suit..hehe..

adios..

adila's bro wedding + photoshoot at putrajaya

budak chubby buruk lantak



aku sedang ditarbiyah oleh nazrin zainal



muke kenyang



selamat pengantin baru kepada kami..yeah~



ape tuuuuuuuuuu???



oh yeah~



ape? mau gaduh?



din bertangan-tangan pink



geng bas sekolah



i wanna fly...action kame!!!



bila kami menjadi model tak bertauliah



cepat sape ade bran terjun dulu!



budak2 mental retarded



in mirror



no gosip2 ya..



kereta cap ibu dan anak



pink + black



kamilah barisan pejuang keamanan



say no to war..say yippie to photoshoot



oh emm gii..style la sangat..



din the senget one with gorgeous girls..



inilah kami..kami tetap kami..



poyozzzzzzzz



i love uitm damn much!!!!!




sumpah zaman belajar adelah zaman paling best!

i want to be student throughout my whole life..

can i?????? plez im begging...=(

yeah i know the answer is BIG NO!

i love all my college frens..........

will miss all sweet n sour moments with them
sob..sob..=(

tips dari aku

yiks~ sonok pulak rasa bile aku baca balik post2 aku yang lama2 dulu..yang masa tahun 2008 2009..ayat skema nak mampos..pastu post panjang berjela..aku pun malas nak baca satu2 balik sekarang..hahaha..ngutuk diri sendiri..

post2 aku banyak pasal study aku..pasal test la..asemen la..program itu program ini..wah...sangat rindu mau menjadi pelajar semula..erk??aku masih pelajar lagi kot..perasan dah graduate pulak! menyampahhhh~~~

ni ha, kat post ni aku nak menggedik sikit..sape2 yang x tahan ngan minah dabel chine gemok kuat lantak gedik-pulak-tu, sila terus kuar dr page nih..amaran nih..betoi x tipu!

ada antara kawan2 aku yg tanya
"camne ea ko ngn pakwe ko leh maintain long distance?"
"ko x kisah ke pakwe ko x mesej2 ko or kol2 ko selalu?"
"ko ni mcm xde pakwe je"
"ko boley ea x jumpe pakwe ko lame2?"

ni antara soalan2 and ayat2 yang selalu kena setepek kat aku..selalunye aku senyum jek..nak komen lebih2 susah sebab lain orang lain cara n penerimaan..tapi since ini belog aku yang punye, aku boley tulis sukati r kan?hahahahahaha [gelak bongkak-yang-berdosa]

ok la, berdasarkan pengalaman aku yg x berapa nak ade pengalaman sgt ni, aku memang sangat ok dengan long distance relationship..tipulah kalau aku kata aku 100% ok, tapi aku boley terima n boley manage..kekadang tu ada gak rasa nak jumpa selalu, nak dekat je sentiasa, nak itu nak ini..tapi aku ni dah umur 22 tahun..agi berapa bulan je nak masuk 23 tahun..so aku rasa aku kena matang lah dalam relationship..

first, jangan terlalu cemburu..penting giler nih..perlu cemburu tapi jangan sampai memudaratkan or membabi buta [alamak termencarut pulak..sori]..sebabnye bila jauh, cemburu sangat2 ni xde gunanye..die bukan ade depan mata yg boley nak buat apa2 yg istimewa utk ilangkan rasa cemburu kite tu..

jangan selalu gadoh..susah nak pujuk beb..jauh kan..kalau kite marah2, then die kol kite x nak angkat, die mesej kite x reply, how to settle the problem la?? sebab tu elakkan la marah2 gaduh2 ni..sikit2 sekali sekala x pe la..kalau selalu sangat, rimas jugak..nak bagi bunge susah..nak pujuk face to face susah..last2 due2 diamkan diri..lama2 benda kicik pun jadi besar..hubungan pun krek laaa...

sporting tu penting beb..kite jauh dari die..kena kena r paham..kite x de ngan die bile die susah or senang..so sporting r..jangan terlalu mengongkong..die nak hang out ngan membe2 ke, nak kuar ngan sape2 ke, nak gi bersuka ria ke, nak study grup ngan membe2 pompuan ke..biar je la..as long as die jaga pergaulan die..x kan la die x boley nak kawan ngan org lain pulak kan? lagi pun, kalau kite sayang die, kena r percaya kt die..kalau x percaya, x yah berani2 nak kapel..senang idop..

jangan arapkan sesuatu yg lebey dr die..bila jarak jauh ni, mcm2 benda terbatas..mungkin bile kite sakit, die xley datang melawat kite..bile kite masuk competition, die xley datang support kite..normal la tu beb..bukan bermakna die x sayang..cuma keadaan x mengizinkan..nak pos hadiah jauh2 pun kan mahal..kena r consider..

aku ni memang jenis yg agak simple in relationship..aku x penah mengharapkan die mesti call aku hari2..mesej aku every day..wish gud morning gud nite segala bagai..bagi adiah kat aku selalu..cakap 'i love u' ari2..or ape2 yg selalu kapel2 buat..so mybe because of my attitude, aku ok je kalau jarang2 kontek..sayang aku kat die x berubah pun walaupun kitorg x jumpe selalu, x mesej selalu, x kol selalu..

ape yang paling manis bg org2 yg having long distance relationship ni ialah, bile time nak jumpe..peehhh, memang appy r wa cakap lu..kalau org2 yg ari2 jumpe x rasa camne yg org2 yg jarang jumpe ni rasa..walaupun dah kapel bertahun tahun, tapi rasa cam baruuuu je..fresh! tu yg best tu..hahahaha..

tips aku: jangan sensitif sangat, jangan emo sangat, jangan cepat melenting, sporting, relex, be cool, trust each other, n have fun! hehehe..

sekian, terima kasih

bad news ha?

bad news bad news bad news

see? i told u..im not be able to fly on this 28th..i told u..I TOLD U!!!!!!!

its not really a bad news to me la actually..im quite happy and release coz i will rush if i need to fly this sunday morning..seroiusly..my thesis matter can only be settled on saturday evening..so i think Allah helps me =)

guys, pray for me k..semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan pergi n balik..amin~

oh! i got this double chick oledi!!! waaa~~~~
yes i eat a lot lately..i want to build up my fat..so that i wont be too cold in china later on..but it seems like really stupid idea..tak cun r weyh ade double chick!

so what to do now? if thin, i'll get cold easily..if fat, im not cun oledi [wah statement!]




tengah dating pun kena ade bekalan utk dikunyah..x caye tanye incik zai


kalau durian memang xde had..makan sampai demam!


makanan org pun aku paw..tapi makanan sendiri, no share2 ok!



si budak dabel chick gemok buruk lantak

eh?

Assalamualaikum wbt..

ok! finally! done with the thesis! tunggu siap hard bound je pastu submit terus pastu dah x nak tgk thesis dah sampai mati!

ok tipu jek..

aku ade buat extra 1 thesis untuk simpanan aku..susah weyh nak buat thesis.. x kan la nak bagi kat supervisor semata-mata..mesti lah nak simpan buat kenangan jugak..hasil pembelajaran selama 4 tahun kt uitm nih..mahal weyh..kajian aku..research aku..hasil keje aku setelah bertungkus lumus kat lab, menangis masa nak present, demam panas tahap melampau, pecahkan apparatus lab, dan menjadikan lab sebagai rumah yg pertama! pertama weyh..kolej pun kalah..rumah sendiri lagi lah kalah tertinggal jauh di belakang..cis!

tapi sekarang aku boleh berbangga n phew [hembus nafas lega]..at last! finally! yeay~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ seronok seronok seronok x terhingga..

tapi urusan china belum settle..belum dapat visa..bila dapat visa, kena uruskan hal duit pulak..tunjuk visa tu kat unit kewangan uitm baru diorang boley bank in duit utk pegi china..seriously, kalau x dapat visa sampai esok, aku kena delay utk pegi china..arap2 esok dapat la visa..plez..im begging~~~~ =(

x dapat cari vaccine h1n1 kat mana2 klinik kerajaan..sume dah habis stok..klinik swasta pun sama..kena order dulu n take time..ada yg ada vaccine pun, kena bayar rm280..apekah??????? mahal seyh..then, aku tawakal je la pegi china without the vaccine..=(


p/s: eh? apsal aku x speaking meking plak kt post kali ni? konpius aku (+_+)

adios~

try to settle everything today

Assalamualaikum wbt

good morning sunshine~~~

today i need to do a lot of things.. first, i need to go to the HSBC Amanah at bukit tinggi klang to open up my account..because i can only withdraw my money using HSBC card when im in china..and the atm machine just across the road from my hostel building..thats what my senior said..

then, i need to meet kak izzah from hep uitm to ask for my financial letter..if the letter is done, i can straight away go to canseleri to submit the letter and get the money ASAP..phew~ i am really hoping for the letter today..

next is the meeting with my supervisor Pn Marina..just to get her signatures for my fyp stuff, and get prepare for my thesis..

my next destination will be pusat kesihatan (pk) uitm..i need to get the confirmation whether they provide vaccine for H1N1 or not..my fren said i need to get that vaccine before i fly..hopefully pk has that..so its gonna be FREE!!! =)

then come back home and settle my thesis..i need to submit it this wednesday to make the hard bound..insyaAllah i will try to make it done today..

its just a few more days..and im freaking out rite now! wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~

..adios..

preparing my self

Assalamualaikum wbt..

juz arrived home from the curve..met my senior who was done her practical training in china juz a few months ago..i met her to know all things about her practical training and her experience being in china for 4 months..she is so helpful and supportive..she told me so many things and help me a lot..from the very tiny things like the time different to the bigger things like our project title, where to shop, how to get halal food, how to mix around, and so on..

FYI, malaysia n china has no time different..if we here now is 6 pm, then it is the same for china..maybe slightly different, juz a few minutes..then what i was shocked is, there is no access to fb, utube and google!!! oh my god..how am i gonna live there for 4 months without all that things???? china has no access to those important thing?? gohs~~

for the currency, value for china currency is almost 2x ours..means, if we have rm2 then when we change to yuen (china), it become 4 yuen..so if i bring rm1000 and change it, i will get almost 2000 yuen..wow!!!!!!! i loike~~~ =)

according to my senior, the stuff there are really really really cheap! the foods, the cloths, accessories, electrical devices..all the things la..very2 cheap and worth it..so she adviced me to go there without too much stuff..juz a couple of cloths and other things are worth to buy there..infact, i was sheduled to arrive there on 28th november at 6 am..i has 3 days to explore the uni, prepare the stuff and settle down the things because i will start my practical training on 1st december..

she also told me that we are allowed to bring our frens or family to stay with us at the hostel if they are plan to come to visit us there..even her parents went there for about a week before she ended her practical training..and guest what? i am planning for my mum to go there during my winter holiday...yeay~~!!!

frens and readers, pray for my success ok? it's a very tough responsibility i ever had..i want to settle all my work there and at the same time, mix around and learn their culture..go for travelling to take a look and gain as much knowledge as i can..pray for my success..hope that everything is fine and i come back home later with extra knowledge and as a different person..a better person perhaps..amin~

unstable emotion (T_T)

unstable emotion..very sad..wanna cry loudly..waaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

juz now, i was stared at my frens..give them a very last hug..they will go for ledang while im here preparing all stuff for my practical training..i guest juz now was the last time i saw them..the we will meet again next year in jun insyaAllah..i juz cannot imagine a few months without them..even if a week we are being apart, i feel so so so boring n lonely n missing..og gosh i miss them already...juz cannot stop crying juz now...huhu..

adila, iera..i love u guys sooooooo much! pray for our success..wait for me to come back home ok..i will miss u guys a lot..that's for sure..don't ever forget me k..always remember all the moment n memories we share together..